On the 17th & 18th i had faint positives, they were barely there but didn’t have to squint to see them, then on the 19th I got my bfn, it was definitely there... so I told my fiancé and he was cautious but happy, ever since then I’ve been taking FRER and Clearblue and no line... I swear there’s vvvvfl on a couple but I think I’m seeing it because I want to. Then today the 22nd my pop passed away after a long battle with cancer, the only reason i kept it together so well is because I thought I was pregnant... even though the other tests were negative I still had hope... tonight I took another FRER and nothing... I’m numb... I know how much I needed this so I had something to keep me grounded through this grief... now I don’t know what to do