VFL or Evap?

*disclaimer*- this is a picture of a test I took almost a year ago. I had a loss in Dec. of 2017, and have just recovered from an ectopic in March. This test was taken in the middle of both losses and has never sat well with me. It has loomed in the back of my mind ever since I took it. I have a gut feeling that it was positive and I had a chemical that month, but maybe this is just an evap.

There is undoubtedly something there, just not sure if that’s a vvvfl or if it’s an evap. Honestly, I’m just looking for some feedback on what you believe this is. I’m desperately trying to find peace with this so I can hopefully put it to rest in my mind and move forward. Some of you may not understand that, and that’s okay. But I know someone out there will get it. Just asking for some clear eyes and honest input, from one hopeful mom to another. 💕