um help

so i was at the park and i told my friend i thought his friend was handsome, so he tells his friend and stuff and his friend (lets call him bambi) said he thought i was really pretty and that if he thought he had a chance with me he would go for it

i added him on snap and the next day i was at six flags with a friend and she hyped me up to text him (i had NO idea he was already planning on texting me) so we start talking. and constantly

it got to a point where bambi’s friends would always talk to him about me, like a l w a y s; so he felt so pressured by them that he thought the logical thing to do was to stop talking to me

but of course my DUMBASS still wasn’t over him, so i posted an indirect and a MUTUAL FRIEND commented his name, meaning like oh this is for him

and well i saw him in person and i was like hey like what the hell right😂 long story short he straight up told me “he doesn’t even like you dude get over it” and well

so i was like nah i’m a bad bitch imma get over him right?

WRONG

i was like in luv with that man fr

so recently like we’ve been texting and flirting and stuff

LIKE REALLY FLIRTY

and just today we facetimed from 2 AM to 8 AM

and he’s so 🥰🥰🥰🥰

and i really like him, but i tend to over romanticize things, always end up breaking my own heart

i guess since i’m such a hopeless romantic i feel the need to have something beautiful you know? I don’t want that to be the case right now, because honestly it’s happened before and i dont want it to happen again, but in all honesty i really like this guy but i’m scared of rejection and how it would feel if he didn’t feel the same

okay no ones gonna read this but i needed a safe platform to post about it