I feel so bad. Mostly because my husband and I tried for almost 5years for this pregnancy but I’m so miserable That I’m unhappy and feel like my regular everyday mental health issues on top of these hormones are only making things worse. I’ve gained so much weight it’s like my legs don’t even want to carry me. My self esteem is beyond shot. I’m in so much pain CONSISTENTLY physically, mentally and emotionally. I can’t sleep, can’t even roll over without help because of so much pain and at 40 weeks and 2days I’m only 1cm dilated and baby is still super high. I’ve been having painful contractions for days for what seems like no reason... I can’t seem to stop crying. I feel like I’m all alone. I can’t shake it.