Had my 32 week scan today and baby girl is excellent, 4lbs 6oz & healthy as can be!!! That’s all that matters to me, truly. However-

I’ve gained 40 lbs so far this pregnancy and it’s just affecting my psyche a little bit. It’s not a huge deal as I do not have GD, my blood pressure is always low (98/56 today), the doctors aren’t too concerned but just want me to be careful with gaining too much more these final weeks. My frustration is that I really do try to eat as healthy as possible already. I love my belly, I love my baby, and I have endless gratitude for a healthy pregnancy. I don’t want to be stressing about my weight during the most precious time in my life, and I feel stupid and shitty for it. Idk, be kind if you have anything to say please.