Bloody show want to cry 😭

Valarie

So today I'm 37+1 and I came to l&d I'm bleeding alot and the male ob checked me and said I'm closed but when I came 3 days ago the lady ob said I was 2 and baby was low .. I'm contracting really bad .. he said just let the blood flow till my water break at home ! Wtf that is careless I wanna cry so bad right now what do I do guys ?