Miscarriage at 19 weeks

D. Nash • 1 🌈 Baby Boy and 2 👼 in the sky!

I’m so loss. I don’t know how to grieve. This is my second miscarriage I lost my first one at 8 weeks then this one at 19 weeks. We had just had a gender reveal the Saturday before I lost her. I went to my anatomy scan and she had no heartbeat that following Thursday. I feel like it’s all my fault. I wasn’t able to keep much food down and always threw up my prenatals. I was stress at work and my hormones made

me very irritated with my partner.

I’m so resentful to every pregnant person I see that I basically have been off all social media sites except this app. I hate that I feel so broken like I’m less of a woman cause I can’t do this basic function. Then every morning the first thing that’s on my mind is my baby girl. I wake up from the same dream of my holding her little body and my spouse crying as we try to find ourselves in our little girls face. Then to not even know why we lost her is the most painful part of it all.

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COMMENT (12)

Em

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It wasn't your fault, hun. I know they just seem like words but it's true. It's hard to not blame yourself because I've been there but unfortunetly the harsh reality is sometimes these horrible things just happen. I'm so sorry for your loss. At least she isn't alone, she has a sibling up there with her and now you have 2 angels watching over you 💕

D.

D. Nash • Jul 1, 2019
Thank you

Mi

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Nothing you did, caused this. And nothing you could have done would have prevented it. This baby was just meant to be an angel watching over us all. I just miscarried at 11 weeks and it was tough but I can't imagine what you're going through at 18 weeks. Take the time you need to grieve and do something nice - like name a star after her, or plant a rose to watch it grow.

D.

D. Nash • Jul 1, 2019
I just wish they had a better way of finding out what happened

C

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So sorry!!! And iT is not your fault!!!!

D.

D. Nash • Jul 1, 2019
Thank you

J

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I’m so sorry for your losses. Sending you lots of love 😔❤️

D.

D. Nash • Jul 1, 2019
Thank you

Vi

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It's not your fault. Please don't blame yourself. My heart aches for you. So very sorry for your loss. 😭

Ma

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I am so sorry for your losses. 💙I’ll keep you in my thoughts.

D.

D. Nash • Jul 1, 2019
Thank you

Ki

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I’ve just experienced 2 mc recently and now exactly what you are going through. Its the hardest thing I have ever gone through. Give yourself time to grief. You will have go on to have a successful pregnancy. You can get through this x