Venting

The father of my child decided to schedule an abortion appointment for me even AFTER I told him it is not an option for me. I dont know if I am being overly emotional but I hate him for trying to force me to kill my child when I am not for it! Im crying so much because I feel like I shouldn't have to tell him more than once. He sent me 60 dollars for a 100 dollar appointment and scheduled it an hour and a half away from me. He expect me to skipped work to go to this 2-3 hour appointment that I didn't want to have scheduled in the first place. Im PISSED and SAD right now... send help.