Did something stupid😭😑

I went for a drug test last month at my psyche office and was scared I'd get in trouble for smoking pot bc I was on a controlled substance. So I asked somebody to pee for me because she said she was clean. Went back yesterday for another one. After I did it they informed me I failed it for amphetamines, methamphetamine, and marijuana on both of them. Turns out my friend is on adderall and smokes pot and forgot to mention it to me.. oh and my Dr said he doesn't care about his clients smoking pot.. I'm red flagged for getting controlled substances.. Now I'm scared cps will get involved bc I failed 2 drug tests for a Dr office.. I'm such an idiot and may have ruined mine and my sons life....😭😭🤧🤧🤧