I just really love my bf rn I have to shareee

Ok so I had mad cramps last night and I knew I was on my period so I got the thickest pads I could find. This was going to be my first period while living with my boyfriend.

We were sleeping and he heard me moaning and thought I was turned on. So he whispered "you're not doing it without me are you?" and started nibbling on my ear and rubbing my thigh. But I wasn't even trying to come up with an excuse so I told him straight up I was cramping like crazy. And he said he's on it and started massaging my thighs and in a deep upward motion saying he read it helps with cramps during menstruation. And I was like "why are you researching about periods?" and he said he wanted to be prepared for me. Which makes sense because when I moved in he said he got lady stuff for me in the drawer of his bathroom if I ever needed it. And it had tampons and pads and wipes in it and i just ignored it. Anyways I was still cramping but I didn't even notice the pain anymore because his rubbing felt so good. And like I'm the kind of person who can switch to horny real fast and started moaning and asking him to "go higher"

and yeah he very awkwardly ended up eating me out (or maneuvering his tongue to only touch my clit and no blood) until I came. It wasn't a strong orgasm but it felt clean like the blood was being washed away idk. He brushed his teeth and we cuddled and fell asleep spooning. I woke up to the smell of chocolate chip pancakes that he was bringing into the room for me. I feel so freaking loved it's unreal. And I made him feed it to me. It's hard being with him because he's like completely white and I'm Caribbean and black and we get a lot of dirty looks from family, friends, and strangers. And it's tough on us too because his family is super racist but like trying to be chill with me and my family judges them silently but obviously and even judging him whispering "They came straight out of the Confederacy" and stuff and yeah its alot. But moments like that where I wake up to pancakes after deadly cramps and him making me reach are why I can deal with all of it and love him until I die he's so amazing. UGH I COULD DIE I literally think he's the most romantic, funny, handsome man ever. And he doesn't like to admit it but he has cash lol I just want to marry him and love him and have his kids idec I just want to be with him forever.