Need to vent

Do you guys ever feel like you don’t know who you are anymore? Like your constantly trying to please everyone around you and accommodate to how they are and feel like it’s not appreciated. And while doing that you just forget who you are or you go through things in life that change you and when you look back you just wish you can be that same person. I feel like I have lost myself and I’m constantly being reminded of the bad I’ve done and that is all I ever think about it and it makes me feel like shit. And then I just get into a really negative headspace and start to wonder what I’m even doing here like what am I doing with my life. I just get so caught up in my own head and it just makes me feel numb to everything around me