Sexuality Confusion😐

Hi Ladies,

I’m very nervous to be posting this, please be nice.......

I am very confused about my sexuality. I have a boyfriend who I am so in love with. He is mint as f*ck and I am sexually attracted to him but when I see a girl who I find attractive I get the same physical feelings that I get when I see an attractive guy.

I get tingles down there and all I want is to have sex with them (as I do if I see an attractive guy). I have told a girl friend of mine that I think I might be bi and she says she has the same confusing feelings! She classifies herself as bi but neither of us have ever had sex with a female. We have told each other that we have sexual desires for eachother. When we hang out I get sexual urges and I feel sexual tension between both of us but neither of us have made a move or even mentioned what we have spoken about through text. I’m too nervous to make a move or mention it and I’m worried she’s lost interest or changed her mind.

I really want to have my “girl on girl” experience because this confusion is really getting me down. I have had these thoughts for 5 years and i’ve never had an opportunity to act on them and I’ve never even spoken to anyone about it until now. It’s getting to a point where it’s making me sad and angry! I don’t know what to do😶☹️