Embarrassed by my beef curtains 😭

Im 19 and my boyfriend is 22. We have a daughter together. We broke up during my whole pregnancy and so i haven’t had sex in over a year. I’ve always had “beef curtains” but now since it’s been so long im embarrassed by this all over again. I literally hate my vagina it’s so ugly. For those of you who have similar problems to me, did you ever find guys really caring about how your vagina looks?