How did I get so lucky?

My husband and I have been TTC for six months and have had a bit of a bumpy road already with an ectopic in March.

I’m already a very anxious and emotional person and this journey has taken a visible toll on me.

Today while we were at a friend’s housewarming Aunt Flo decided it was okay to come a day early. I could feel it immediately and he could see it across my face so suggested we leave, which I promptly agreed.

While driving home he told me that he had been working on something and needed my help. He decided to make a game of TTC. He explained that he knew nothing could make me feel 100% better but he wanted to lessen the blow each month so he created a game called The Flownus Round (ridiculous, I know 😂) and each month AF decides to join us we go do something or get something I wouldn’t be able to enjoy if I was pregnant.

This month too much sushi and sake has been ordered and we are enjoying a quiet and overly intoxicated evening of video games and Netflix.

Apparently each month he has something planned if I get pregnant or don’t. I have been trying so hard the past few months to be strong and not show how incredibly sad I constantly am but he knows me so well and obviously noticed.

This is just one of the many reasons I am so lucky to have found a man who loves me for me and makes it a point to show me every single day.

Update: Well, he will never get to show me what he thought of. We got out BFP this month! So completely over the moon!!