Never thought I’d cry over this

My husband is in the military, he’ll be gone for 3 months and it’s only been 5 weeks since he’s been gone. So a little TMI, but we were on FaceTime and I was extremely extremely horny. We were having a non sexual conversation and I randomly asked if he could whip it out. He kinda was caught off guard and said “No, don’t ask again it’s not the time for that!!” I lie to you not... I burst down in tears. I literally had tears rolling down my face. He apologized for coming off that way and I apologized for asking and crying.

I just miss him and I haven’t had sex in like 5 weeks and his voice and muscles make me melt