Woke up depressed

NNEJ • 35 Yr old Mother of 2 girls and 2 boys 🥰💕💙

I’ve been feeling a little down lately but this morning I just woke up like “why did I decide to start all over again after 9years; I just want my life and my body back!!”

I’ve been out of work since January because my job didn’t really have “light duty” for me so with only one income the struggle this whole time and two other kids has been super real!” All of a sudden I’m not excited for this baby to come anymore 😔 am I the only one?