I’m just here in the hospital my babygirl is only a day old, been struggling to breastfeed she has great sucking but only sucks on my nipple causing it to change shape and hurt horribly so I have to pump and finger feed her. Which has been rough I feel like I’m losing my bonding time with her. Plus she’s bern spitting up amniotic fluid really bad and choking a lot it’s scary. I haven’t gotten to sleep much bc I’m scared she’s gonna choke. Just praying I’m doing things right and she knows how much I love her.