Right now I’m in bed feeling the worst pain ever . I call that heartbreak. I put my all into a person who never cared for me and I knew that and i still loved him with my whole heart.

I’m loved him for years. The other week he told he liked me. Tonight he told me that he was joking. I’m a idiot. He knew that he hurt me when he said that and he straight up said he didn’t care and proceeded to say horrrible things about me .

I did this to my self

I deserve to feel this way.