I don’t want to be a stay at home mom


I recently got a job (in May), and I know that I’m going to have to quit already and I hate it.

My son is 4.5 and we live in the country, about 30 mins away from the city. My husbands family lives less than 5 mins away from us. His mom and grandma don’t want to help watch my son and my mom is the only one that is willing to help but she’s getting so sick with so many health issues and I feel terrible making her drive over here and such.

I only work two days a week making $880 a month, I can’t afford to put my son in daycare because it’s $540 a month. Plus all the gas going back and forth into the city.

So the only choice I have is to be a stay at home mom again because no body can help watch my son, and there’s no “good” jobs where we live. I hate being a stay at home mom, plus we need money 😔

Idk I guess I’m just ranting 😔