Advice needed

I’ve been with my boyfriend since high school. We currently only see each other roughly 4 times a month despite being 2 hours away from each other. I get that two hours is kind of far, but at least it’s within the same state. Anyways, last year I got pregnant and he wanted me to get an abortion. It was either that or break up (and get an abortion, basically) — I didn’t have much of a choice in the matter. Since then we’ve been kind of distant from one another and I’ve started to think about being with other people. Am I a bad person? Help! I’m not sure what to do.