I feel like a horrible mom

My fiance and I have a handsome little boy who will turn two a month before I'm due with baby number 2. Over the weekend we found out that we are due with another boy. I'm super glad hes healthy and I'm sure will be just as handsome as his big brother. But I can't help but feel a little sad that I wont be having a daughter.

My fiance and I agreed on this being the last baby, two was our limit. So I prayed and I hoped and I dreamed for the daughter that i had always longed for. I've always envisioned myself with a little girl to wear all of my old dresses that my mom kept, and just overall I've always dreamt of having a baby girl.

I admit when I found out that baby was a boy I cried a little as my dreams have been washed away. I'm trying to look on the bright side, we have all of our first borns things so we dont need anything at all besides diapers and wipes and some fresh bottles and pacis. But overall we are all set for baby at any time. Quite honestly at this point, it was way more ideal for baby to be a boy. But I cant help but feel sad and it makes me feel like a horrible mom for being sad.