Losing my mind 🤦🏼‍♀️

I feel I’m becoming the crazy TTC’er. 13dpo and bfn but it’s like I’m refusing to believe it. I’ve convinced myself I’m pregnant. I feel pregnant but the tests just aren’t showing it. (I have previous pregnancies so I know hcg shows for me) I just can’t shake it. Not buying anymore tests and just waiting for AF at this point. 😩