Scheduled abortion , upset

Kayla

Abortion scheduled for Friday I have a 2.5 year and I’m 24. Her father and I recently separated (with the hopes of eventually getting together but a toxic situation) so I figure it’s the best decision. I’m also between 11-12 weeks and it sucks bc I can already feel movement in my stomach . I thought I was crazy but I went to the doctor and they confirmed that I am in fact feeling movements. Being that it’s my second pregnancy I’m able to feel it a lot sooner. Which makes me love this baby even more but I cant see myself bringing another child into our broken home . Especially with me starting nursing school next semester. Are there anyway to help get over this or cope with this ?