Is this apart of the heeling phase ?

Sooo long story short my husband cheated on me.... He was texting women on Kik asking for pictures and sending pictures. He told me he never had sex with anyone which I mostly believe because of the time line. I decided to forgive him. It’s been maybe 3 or more months since I found out. And right now I have feelings for him but I don’t feel like they’re as strong as before??? Like I’m just so confused. Has anyone else gone through this. Do these “feelings” or lack of go away??