So this pregnancy has been an emotional ride to say the least. Although it was planned a lot of unforeseen events and life altering occurances happened throughout. From drug addiction (not myself but a close family member), horrifying second trimester prenatal depression, losing my job, and a million and one other minor factors I'll spare the details. Due to all of this I've really had a hard time connecting with the baby. Here I am 36 weeks and I can not wait to meet him. I'm such a hidden emotion kind of gal and I just cant wait for this to all become real and hold my little man in my arms. I cant believe with all of the stress and heavy lifting, furniture moving (recently moved) I've been doing that I have no signs of labor😫 I'm just so cranky and done with pregnancy I'm hoping the daily nesting I feel obligated to do brings on some type of sign of a slightly early delivery. I'm due August 12th and I'm due at my new job September 9th. I just more time with my nugget.