**TMI post mentions abortion so if you are going to get feels about it do not read on. Thank you**

I started dating this guy back in January. It was great at the very start until April I found out I was pregnant. Our relationship went off the rails bc he was going through a lot with a previous ex wife. I had what I thought was the right decision at the time, an abortion. He was 100% for the abortion and wasn't very accepting of my feelings of not wanting it so it kinda messed us all up. We ended up breaking things off about a week after the abortion in mid May. I've been fine without him... I've been with a few guys since. But recently I've definitely missed him. He's had no contact w me trying to reach out but we still have eachother on Snapchat. He messaged me on snap yesterday for the first time. He told me how sorry he was and how he misses me and still loves me. He said he left because he knew he couldn't make me happy after everything that happend. I do still have feelings for him especially after the big thing we went through in may and I kind of want to meet up and talk as does he. But maybe that's a super bad idea.