34 weeks today

I had my 34 week appointment today and I asked my dr if it’s true that the 2nd one usually comes sooner. She told me it’s usually very similar to your 1st. I almost started crying I was 2 weeks late with my first and honestly don’t feel like I can make it another 8weeks.

I’ve had a terrible pregnancy between morning sickness, now I’m in physical therapy for back pain, a terrible work environment and unsupportive husband.

I don’t want it have baby too early to where she needs time in the NICU but I was finally starting to see a light at the end of tunnel

and now it seems likely I’ll go an extra 2 weeks again. I know it doesn’t seem like much after making it 34 but I’m soooo ready to be done. I’m the heaviest I’ve ever been, I can’t sleep, I’m still getting nauseous, my back is killing me, and probably a million other things I could bitch about. I don’t know if it’s hormones or what but I’m just having a hard time.