THIS IS NOT A PITTY POST

Anyways I am a HORRIBLE HORRIBLE mother

-I dont have my own place

-I dont have a vehicle let alone know how to drive

-I yell at my kids ALOT

-I hate breast feeding

- my sister wont help cuz she says I need to bottle train the baby

-I don't have a job

-Im sure im holding my kids back in more ways than one

-Since I have little to no money I cannot take my kids out to do fun like normal mothers can

-I don't have privacy LIKE EVER

- Im on edge ALL THE FUCKING TIME

- im sure my oldest sun hates me especially since he doesn't talk to me as freely add he does with anyone else

else

-I can't talk to anyone else about this cuz no one cares