So my boyfriend and i lost our angel march 27 2019 and we finally decided to try again however my anxiety about getting pregnant and how my family ( aka step mom and dad) will feel about. Both of my other children that i had they were pretty upset i was having them but tried to support me the best they could in the choice to keep and not give up for adoption because of the situation with my verbally and emotionally abusive ex husband but my boyfriend is truly a good man he has went above and beyond dealing with my mood swings my anger my arguments my sadness depression i mean the WHOLE 9 YARDS and has still stood there smiling like a kid who won first place loving me through all of it. He loves me with/without make up or fancy hair/clothes and when we are together and hold hands its utter peace and safety i wish my parents werent so judgmental about things it makes it hard for me to make up my mind about it all.