I don't know ow if anyone else has this problem but when I talk to my friends about it they can't help me because they don't do it. I have been depressed for a sure 2 years now (possibly more). I have sobbed, and done things to myself that I can't ever take back, and to be honest... what I did was kind of traumatizing... Anyways, it just seems to get worse. I'm so sick of people telling me to talk about it or see a therapist because I am and have been. I get mad at people when they tell me I'm overreacting. And I get p*ssed when my best friend (of those 2 years of shared trama, and is getting better) tells me that getting better really isn't that hard and that I need to get over myself. Like, wtf?!? We have experienced the same sh*tty crap the past 2 years and now she's telling me to get over myself.

Briefly saying, I get mad at people who want me to get better, and I get mad at myself for wanting to get better. I can't talk to my therapist about anything anymore, because partly.. I know she just wants to fix me and I hate that. I don't seem to want to get better. It's like I can't.

Am I just being over dramatic?

Do you think my friend is right? That I should just get over myself?

*my actual mood right now*