Anyone else??

So I haven’t had sex since like May like vaginal sex with a condom but have gotten my period twice after but I have had oral sex and just tried anal sex a few days ago with a condom and no cum was involved. I have no reason to think I’m pregnant and there is nothing I have done to make me pregnant. I’ve never had unprotected sex and I’m on the pill. So idk why I get anxiety over this and sex. So I feel like anal is a better way since I know I can’t get pregnant from it. But idk I stress myself out each month for no reason and idk if it’s hormones from my pill that causes anxiety or🤷‍♀️. Anyone else get anxiety like this or am I just crazy?