The feeling of guilt will go away.... brayden is gonna be 6 very soon, he is a kid but he grew up too fast. Having Haley made me feel like brayden would feel left out or not loved as much which is far from the truth, I didn’t think I could love another like I did for my son. Then Haley came and it made me realize they both had my heart the day they were born; seeing them together makes the guilt go away.

Now I’m having my third (and last) and it started with the same guilt but this time for both of them! But I know in the end it will be ok, they will always be my babies no matter how big they get❤️💙💚.