My Husband is in the Navy and works on Aircrafts.

For some time me and hubby has been discussing kids. I think it’s nice to have kids but I am strongly set on not having them anytime soon. While my husband is preparing to build a tribe.

The thing is I am 19 and feel too young to start. I haven’t completed college and just got the idea of what I want to major in. And just got a new job I haven’t even started training for. Basically I have so much I want to achieve before kids.

My Husband is 22 and has experience some deadly things while deployed. Recently he had a huge scare which could’ve ended his life, if he didn’t get help in time. Like him getting crushed deadly by a heavy aircraft canopy.

So now all my Husband talks about is starting our family. It’s putting me in a spiral because he’s only back for less than a month before he has to leave on a big deployment for 5-7 months.

I do fear going through my first child pregnancy alone.

Any advice or ideas can be helpful...