I am literally just pissed off and I have no friends to talk to.

My husband is really getting on my nervous. In June we recently had our baby and not even a 3 days later he was call me fat and ugly. That I never lose the weight like my previous pregnancies and that just stay fat. He would call me worthless and lazy cause I would not clean up or cook a week after our baby. When I do cook he would not eat it cause he doesn't like food. Would tell our two oldest that mommy food taste gross and not to eat it and make something fresh (mind this is 2 weeks pp). I would whip something quick cause I would either have to get the baby or I was just to tired to stand their and cook.

Now I am 6 weeks pp and in clean the house as much I can and pick up quickly after my to oldest while he sits there playing video. He the only son of a traditional Mexican household so he is stuck in his ways. Well right now I am crying cause I can not help it cause I was diagnosed with Postpartum Depression. He yelling at me cause I don't want him to spending 90 on a carton of cigarettes. He nearly works and all the money goes to bills. I still on maternity leave and want to take the additional 6 weeks for bonding but at this time going back to work seems like the best option at this time. And just at lost. I can not stand that he keeps saying he is going to leave me cause he can not face the reality 9f adulthood and how expensive everything is.

If you read to the end thank you so much for hearing my rant. Just need to tell someone.