I hit 38 weeks today and finally just broke down. I’m not happy with who I am now. I broke down to my mother this morning for once and this is truly how bad it is at this point in my pregnancy. I can’t handle to even look at myself in the mirror much less leave my house. I don’t know how girls are here handle the physical appearance changes but it’s been ROUGH on me towards the end. My face is literally huge I can barely smile the same. My hair will not color no matter how many times I try so I can’t feel confident in my hair either. I have terrible cystic chin acne I’ve never had in my life. Everything just makes me want to curl in a ball and cry for days.