Stretch marks during pregnancy ... how to fade them faster?

Since day 1 I have moisturized my belly multiple times a day everyday with various moisturizers and oils. I can’t seem to stop them . I’m almost to 9 months and honestly the sight of my belly makes me so sick . Stretch marks were always my worst fear and I didn’t have a single one before getting pregnant ... I was even someone who felt uncomfortable seeing other peoples stretch marks . It makes me want to just die having them I know it’s dramatic , but it makes me hate myself 10,000 times more than I already do . Is there anyway to make them fade faster ??? Please anything that may help I will do aside from surgery because I’m not that rich .I realize the texture will always be there , but as long as I can make them white like the rest of me I don’t care .