Just lost my March 2020 baby 😔

Guadalupe

I was almost 5weeks and I lost my baby on Wednesday July 17th. I was so excited after trying for almost 5 years! I have 2 girls who are 15 and 12. They were also devastated 😢. Everything was fine, until around the time was when I was supposed to get my period, I felt super sick. Diarrhea, nausea, vomiting, aches, lower abdominal and back pain. Almost felt like a horrible flu! I started spotting and my Hcg level dropped 😔. Now I’m so scared to try again. This was a horrible and traumatic experience. Idk if I can take this pain again 😔😢💔