Another month of a failed attempted at TTC period came one day early as expected but had no previous signs like other months no cramps nothing so was hopeful then the dreaded wetness in my underwear come 😭 was hoping was just me being paranoid but nope the painters have defiantly arrived just feel so down it’s untrue 5 month of trying and just feel like giving up tears in my eyes but don’t wana show the sorrow to my partner so instead I’ve had two bottles of wine... surely this will help... he don’t understand just how much I now want this!😡😭 already have one daughter with someone else she was a shock the dad doesn’t have contact but had to keep her and love her more then anything never wanted anymore kids until I met my partner almost 6 years ago thing we’re difficult but finally this year we decided the time was the time to start trying now every month I just long to see them line please someone help it give me tips I’m at braking point 😭😭