Hello glow world and thank you from the bottom of my heart whoever responds to this..

Here it goes, lately I just haven't been feeling myself been very stressed and depressed and I really don't talk about my feelings much but here's my whopping list of my depressions. #1 My job schedule had diminished big time, I went from 45 plus hours every week down to 24 hours every week and my manager makes me feel like I dont exist anymore, she dotes on the other girls I work with and the only attention she seems to give me is when something breaks or is missing I'm automatically the one at fault and it's been eating at me, like I 100% will stand up for myself but then she gets pissy with me because I'm giving her tood in her eyes, I've been there almost 6 years and I honestly hate going to work everyday, like I'm on the verge of quitting.

#2 on July 19th it was 4 years ago since my father unexpectedly passed away. I've always been a mommy's girl, but over the last year I really really am just missing the sound of his voice. I know he's a proud papa watching over me up there, but I'm just feeling so lost since he's been gone, he always gave me that structure and discipline I needed when I felt lost..

I just hope someone on here can give me some kind words like papa would have and so I don't feel so alone.. thank u..