I'm irritated.

I need to rant. Every other period I experience on the pill is aggressive. I'm emotionally on edge and my cramps are intense. Pain medication barely touch it. I have like at least twice the anxiety/paranoia than I normally have. I can't sleep at night. The anxiety and cramps combined makes me sooo f**king restless. I'm horny asf but both me and my partner don't want it to get messy- but it doesn't make me want it any less. Idk, I'm so bothered. I wish every month was like the other every other month. Rant over.