I'm posting anonymous but this I haven't even spoke to my husband about cause it's so hard, I go to a therapist still.

When I was 10 it all started with my foster dad at first it was only touching for about a year but then it got worse to the point I kept running away or trying to kill myself, he sexually mentally verbally and physically abused me. His friends would comment on me and make weird gestures at me as I got older it got worse especially in my teenage years. I used to get beaten if I tried to report them so I would have to retract statements.

I went to a cousins 21st birthday party and I wanted to die that night infact part of me did, my dad got paid for letting two men there rape me and take advantage of me, I miscarried three months later while in PE with all my other classmates. I was in secondary school.

Then I found my biological mom and her partner started flirting with me or he would walk into my room without knocking while I was dressing and make comments, so I went to my biological dad he made a profile of me on a dating app and men paid him to take me out and do whatever they wanted.

I felt broken I tried running away but I couldn't the memories still haunted me, my ex husband used to share me among his friends and I would get beaten if I said no and I was pregnant with our son, I was raped multiple times by people I thought cared about me and loved me.

When I met my now husband I was terrified he would do the same but he doesn't even let me out of his sight he treats me so amazingly and he has helped me through so much. I tried to fight back against all the people who were doing awful things to me but it would still never have a good outcome, I'm just grateful to god my husband came in my life when he did or I honestly would be dead