Life Plateau and TTC JOURNEY

Currently coming to and end in my 2ww journey and all that kept me sane was God and these forums. I’ve come to learn that I really thrive off of pregnancy and women who are pregnant.

I was in school 4 years ago for nursing to actually become a midwife but end up dropping out and moving thousands of miles from home due to lack of mental stability. Due to my current progression in my TTC journey the flame of become a midwife has returned and has not left since. To become so knowledgeable and be able to be trusted to deliver someone’s child in an environment suited for their birth is such a light that I am looking for.

I’ve been feeling so unaccomplished and like I am unable to help my family financially like I want. School would be extremely hard to get into but it’s not impossible. And I’m only 24.

I just want to do better and be better. Needing some encouragement and kind words.