I’m so sad I’m not in New York.

I was born and raised in LA. I have always wanted to go to New York and I was finally able to go this past week. I stayed for 5 days and had the best time of my life. I didn’t even party, just explored and that was so much fun. People from LA are just mean, they don’t talk, they don’t say hello and everyone is on their god damn phone all the time. We suck as drivers. But in New York, although it’s such a busy place I realized I hardly ever saw someone on their phone while driving. No body does any road rage. They are a little crazy but they are careful at the same time. I don’t feel in danger as I do in LA. I can’t even walk in LA without feeling someone might run me over. I flew in yesterday and I’m so sad. I keep looking at my pictures and reminiscing about the fun times I had. Although I’m really happy to be back home and see my beautiful baby, I wish I could just pack our stuff and move to New York. I know that I don’t know anything about it, but I’ve never felt this way about any other state. I seriously fell in love with it. My fiancé on the other hand doesn’t like New York like that and says it’s too expensive WHICH I agree to. And we wouldn’t be able to afford it plus it’s not like he can transfer from his job like I can. He owns his own construction company here in LA. He says I’m being silly for wanting to all of a sudden live over there. He also says that during the winter I would not be able to handle it at all and I’m being crazy.... but I’m so sad I’m not there anymore!!