Vibrator

So I feel like I'm training my clit to only get off with a vibrator. I use it up to three times a day almost everyday and yet I become horny once more and have the urge later on in the day. And I got intimate with my significant other last night on top, which I have not done in awhile and it helps me cum (almost always the first one to in that position actually) and he finished before me. I just wasn't there yet I guess. And I realize that foreplay is key but he works 10+ hours a day so by the time he gets home, he's drained. I know that sounds like a pity excuse. Anyway, I was told by a Pure Romance consultant that there is no proof that it will effect your orgasms or clit by how many times or however you choose to masturbate, but I feel like I'm that rare case. Like I'm teaching it to only get off by strong vibration. Pillow humping does nothing for me, neither does the shower head but I also haven't really given that one a chance long enough to know and using my fingers kinda hurts. So I opt for my vibrator cause it does what it needs to. It wasn't until this past May that I started exploring what felt good for me down there since clitoral stimulation is the only way I can get off and I've never pleasured myself before. It made me want to start after he used the vibrator I'm speaking of on me and it felt good. I figured why not, I'm almost thirty and never attempted it. It's natural. It wasn't until last October I had my first orgasm during sex in cow girl position. Honestly, didn't know what I was feeling at first but I did know it felt amazing. It was strong and overwhelming. But now they aren't as strong as the very first one and I can only get there by myself. Sex Ed didn't teach me crap except how to protect myself against diseases, which is a good thing but orgasms are also important. I was made to believe that anything sex related was frowned upon until at a later age and therefore didn't want to get caught and feel ashamed. I did not know what I was missing for over a decade 🤷🏼‍♀️ Now I feel like I'm overdoing it. I love the feeling though.