Every since I was 2 I was raped. It was basically sexual torture. I still have the burns to show it. I hated the way they would put their dicks inside of me. Sometimes two at a time. Fast forward it got really worse at age 8 I started developing breasts and that made it worse. The would become more rough. Saying I enjoyed it. I would cry and cry. Then my body would react in way I didn’t understand I still don’t understand why my body reacted that way. I’m 14 now and I still have hose flashbacks like bad flashbacks. Every time the flashbacks come to my head its like u can feel them inside of me all over again. The way they would choke me until I passed out. The feeling of me not being able to speak because of my throat giving out bc of them forcing me on my knees. I wish they had killed me.🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺