Feeling kinda sad and lonely

I don’t really have a lot of friends or really at all for the matter. I have acquaintances I guess but no one who I really hang out with or talk with all that much. I had to cut off my best friend a week ago. Or I guess he cut me off because I didn’t want to talk about something I went through. Idk the whole situation is dumb and I know he’s in the wrong. Also he loves me but I only like him as a friend. It just kinda sucks because i have no one to talk to. And me and my family arent close at all it’s like we live on different planets