Not sure where to go / who to talk to about this. Maybe I just need to vent...

My sex drive is much higher than my fiance's. He is fine having sex maybe once a month while my ideal is at least 2-3 times a week. I don't feel like I have an unreasonable expectation... but he makes me feel like I'm some sex crazed maniac.

What's extremely frustrating is that he will do things in bed to turn me on (like grind his boner into my ass and kiss my neck) but when I start trying to get into it he immediately backs off/rolls over/ ignores my advances until I finally give up in defeat and try to go to sleep despite my sexual frustration.

THEN the next morning he will say some shit like "It would have been nice to have sex last night, if only you hadn't rejected me" knowing full god damn well that it was HIS DOING that we didn't have sex.

It's like he is torturing me. Ugh.

Sorry for the rant but holy fuck am I frustrated 😩😩😩😩