Broken promises by husband (TTC)

Hello,

I wanted to reach out to the women on here who have maybe gone through the same thing and I am not stuck being the only one. After years of thinking that I may not have kids due to my husband not wanting them and being back and forth on the topic. Things changed for the better as so I thought and my husband for the past year has been really excited about having kids. Were younger so we decided to wait awhile after we got married. Months into marriage my husband constantly would bring up about finally wanting kids and telling me from a few years of waiting that we would now try in a couple of months. Months got narrowed to him coming to me to surprise me that he doesn’t see us waiting months and told me that I could stop my birth control to start trying now. Well it only took a day for that dream becoming reality to now saying well that was to good to be true. We got into an argument and he had thrown my bc at me and told me see your not ready for a kid and you proved me right. I dont know what to feel right now, sorry to be such a downer. Just would like to hear from someone who maybe had a similar experience.