Rainbow baby anxiety

Emily

Any other mamas that have a lot of anxiety with their rainbow baby? I lost my son in June of 2018. I found out in November of 2018 that I was pregnant with our rainbow baby. Of course I had my anxiety during his pregnancy but nothing compared until he got here. He had a little bit of a rough start. It took them over 12 minutes after he was born to get him breathing. No other issues after that. But my anxiety is so bad. I’m constantly scared something will happen to him and can’t leave him. He’s a month old now but I still am scared to put him down or leave him. What can I do to help?