Not to sound horrible, but....

I can’t handle being pregnant any longer. I’m 38 weeks and a few days and I am MISERABLE. My toddler wont stop body slamming me day and night, baby is sitting so low that I can barely move with out agonizing pain, and (TMI?) everything is so swollen my hemorrhoids won’t shrink back down (I’m pretty sure until baby is born)

I feel like I’m being a bitch. All the time. I’m just in so much pain, my patience is non existent. I honestly just can’t freaking do it anymore. I’m constantly looking up ways to kickstart labor and I want to beg my doctor to induce me. (I was induced with my son. So I know the drill already)

I just constantly feel an urge to cry. I need her to be here already. I can’t it take anymore.

Help. 😭